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this post is about me & hun's r/s . how it started & stuff.
read it if you want , if not you can just exit :D tyvm .
i get to know him on th 17jan (:
met him at lucky plaza pool ! (: , chit-chatted & stuff .
skip those part , i find it not important !
got together at 23jan.
alright , although i know him like few days . people might say it's like hong or whatever.
but i know what i am doing . i am not scare what others say . i choose not to explain is cause i dont want them to worry . i choose to keep to myself is th best :D
but at least hun know what i mean .
we have lots of quarrell when we get together ! & it like world war i swear-.-
either is quarrell over my ex or his ex . no ending like everyday .
but quarrells always happens , cause lasttime we first got together .
he dint think of my feeling so do i . is like what for think for his feelings when he dont !
i promise not to talk , contact or meet guys . i did it .
he failed to do it times & times . but yet i soft-hearted & i forgive him . he always told me his promises he keep it . but when he do it , he just wont remember till i tell him or show him attidue. quarrells comes , many times we nearly broke up . i cried like a baby in front of him .
everything seems goes BAD ! & like anytime will break up those kind ! -.-
i hate it when he contact girls or whatever relatedto girls ! but which girls like their boyfriend to do that ! if th girls doesnt cares means something not right !
i told hun what i feel & i cried. but for sure , i hate it when hun talk to girls in those type of way , he should know ! but he always take th step to say sorry to me & soft-hearted me i forgived him ! what hurt th most was what he lied to me over neoprint , but it was th past.
what major quarrell we had was on 11march -.- real major quarrell for th first time !
& it was midnight before my birthday chatlet ! yeaps we nearly just broke off over that.
second major quarrell is on 14march before th day you go for army , like also nearly broke off.
i thought i wont teared badly but i still did . i see you teared for th second time .
we had so much talks together , saying out everything . but it seems hard isnt it . to me you're very important guy . we all have our past. when we get together all we do is quarrell no one wants to give in . whenever you give in to me , i still throw temper at you . you hate th way i give you attidue . i also hate it , you change for me i'm happy . i'm changing like you know .
after those 2 major quarrell we are getting better , no quarrells . even it is , is small misunderstanding & we are fine . i always so scare of you will go back to your past.
whenever you compare me with her ,i felt you still take me as her. seriously i dont wanan be someone whom to be & notwhat i am .
everyone says , 2years for army , couples tends to break up easily . cause th guy had no time for th girls . girls hate to be neglated. but i dont mind waiting for 2years.you told me , we wont over 2yrs together but forever till we die .i hope you meant it okay ? (:
1more day to our monthsary. i dont care how long we get together. what matters is what we had overcome each day together without fail . i love you owy ! (: nothing changes my loves for you as long as i'm alive. im always awaiting for your book out . you always never fail to give me what i want. when you do your things ,i tends to fall asleep & wake me up only when you're done .
now i'm happy . cause you think of my feelings , you always ask me before doing like i always ask you first. we become better & better i hope it will be stable soon . i always smile, when i'm with you. you always give me thoses faces when i do fuck face to you.
when im bored , i talk to you sometimes you will answer me but sometimes give me those faces make me kp & you laugh saying me silly . i love it when you always push me food when i'm already full , scare i will get hungry easily. buy me chocolate when i want & i know you dont like it . i dont want us to both regret for anything . i love th waywe are now !
everything seems so fine now ! i'm happy (: spend my friday-sunday with you whenever you book out . i love my time with you . i wanna go to many places with you.
places we gonna have memories together . muacks , hun i love you much.
23jan'2011 forever ! <3