JASMINE.C
Hey hey. Also known as Yingxue.
I'm Eighteen,Private student. I'm Contented for what i have now. I'm in love with Owy& not forgetting my family. They're my prioty in my life .
-That's me

He is someone i wanna spend with my whole life-time. we play,laugh,quarrell like other couples do. we share & overcome everything together. I love th way we're now. I Love him ,he loves me. Nothing will make us apart. He is my everything in my life<3

Clara Cindi Chengyi Geokshan Geraldine huixuan Jieying Meiling rucui

okay , i am gonna blog instead of spamming my wallpost & new feeds !

i really really feel very pekcek , for dont know why for th whole days ! REALLY !

i really dont understand why is it always like that i dont understand ! D:

okay , me & dear have been together for 116days !

conflict , quarrells keep coming on idk why ! perharps like what he say , my attidue , my temper ,my xmm or whatever idk !

plus he also got temper attidue ! not only me !

i kept going his way , listen to him . do what he wants me to do . but there's limits to everything !

i use to trust him FULLY & is yes FULLY !

but after one lie to another lie to another . i think my trust for him is like gonna be empty !

i had neverdo anything that betray him , whats wondering me in my mind . is why he kept lie-ing ! REALLY . yes , i go his way everytime everyway. how he treat me , i also let him be it . perharps he needs time to forget his first love ! but after weeks or 1 month things still th same .

after one big quarrell we had ,i already keep thinking i have to protect myself & i should not be treated this way. No matter what, i still love him so deeply . but i dont know why.

he said his friends said me xmm , thinking like kid . but this is what i am , i am born to be like this . he wanted me to change , but he doesnt give me faces in front of his friends . also say me .

i also diamdiam without saying back . i dint say back cause i dont wish to quarrell or throw your face ! but you never think of me ~ i feel like a maid than a girlfriends of yours, really ! i SWEAR !

ask me do this do that , even is a little things that u should not be helping you. cause i help is cause i dont wish to have conflict over small matter. no matter what i am always in th wrong , you never been a wrong guy . you are always a right guy. whenever you said something hurt me , i never fail to cry . i kept thinking you dont even love me , if you love me you wont have treated me this way.whatever you said , i haveveen always said you dont love me .

you always say i dont love you . but i love you more than you can do it .

i do every little things , save everything i could just for your book out !

today , had conflict . you said we need time to think .

but in th first place i already said i'm feeling very pekcek . you said okok .

but you seems dont bother . say i dont help this help that ! i did help , end up i'm also getting th blame like for fuck ! you keep asking question you know whats th answer!

why cant you be a little patience ? NVM LAH , i really dont know what i should do or say. think what you want say what you want . i already know what you want long ago ! i know , i lknow you long waiting to say this . so nvm , whats your answer i will accept it . i have never been a good girlfriend . your first love is always th best !

do you know boys anger , whatever they say during angry is what they meant it ? (:

all your words keep running through my mind , really . your words is way to true it's hard for me to believe you're lie-ing for this .

to you i'm always a dog , xmm , hooker , bitch , nothing else . like a maid but nothing else !

i feel so hurt , yes i do ! i really feel like CUTTING MY HAND REALLY !